Things were not the same even then, but I never realized. Some kind of latency in thoughts, I'm not sure what was going on in background. How can someone be so slow, I wondered !! Was this my own reflection ? Sometimes I feel I have defined some poles, established them deep in the ground and with firm conviction I just stand by them. These poles are usually dug out from existing lands or a copy of a situation that was best defined by it under that circumstance !! Then I just dig it out, drag it down, establish on my land and then I claim, this is the way things should be as this microbe of land was the same as that microbe of land from which I extracted this. I just stand by it firm, tall and bold.But I never thought about this water that surrounded my present microbe land and was making my legs wet and compared it with those bushes or those barren lands that surrounded those microbe lands. I will call this as "Blank Arrogancy", a new term that I will coin if Oxford dictionary was my written handbook.
I'm still the same, waiting for miracles to  happen, unmindful of the series of changes happening and just holding on.... hold on someone said.... and I did but was this the one indeed he meant ? Strange !! How hollow things were/are... I'm still the same.